December 25, 2012

A very Merry Christmas from my family to yours! Remember that Christmas is the celebrations of our Savior's birth, no matter when He was actually born!

Well...

I weighed in and haven't lost anything. The good news is that I haven't gained anything either. Holiday time wasn't easy for me for a long time. I'd just get in a funk that lasted from about the week before Thanksgiving until just after Valentine's Day. I even went to my doctor before to get prescribed something. I was just sad all the time. I didn't want to be home, but I didn't want to go anywhere. I hated my job and most of the people I worked with at the time. I stopped taking my prescription because it made me crazy sleepy all the time. I decided a couple of years ago though, that I was going to beat this depression, without meds and I decided that God was going to be the one to help me. He was obligated. His word said that I can do all things through Him who strengthens me. And you know what? I did! I mean every once in awhile something takes hold of me, but that November to February mess? I haven't seen it for at least 3 years!

Checking In

Tuesday, December 04, 2012 I'm alive. As of yet, not gained (I'll weigh in tomorrow), having some emotional issues. Had my first Thanksgiving without my Dad and although I enjoyed my family time, I spent all day the following Saturday laying in bed. I know I'll get past this, but not right now. His birthday is coming up and I'm looking for a way to celebrate. Later...